Was dragging myself out of bed this morning to go work. It's not that I slept late. I'd been sleeping rather early this week. As early as 11pm, and latest was at 12am; comparing to the normal times when the earliest I go bed is at 11+pm and latest...well, up to 4am. I don't know why but I'm dreading to go work more and more. Had a good talk with Feng yesterday when he came by to accompany me. He asked me had I ever been happy to go work ever before. I replied yes, when I was working at NTUC. Although I was there as a cashier for 6 months, I never once complained that I'm working and find a need to drag myself to work. I went work everyday with a happy face, looking forward, even, to reporting to my job everyday. Even on days when I'm not working, I would request to go back work. It shows that I actually love working there. Think the best remedy now is either go for a holiday or just quit. LoL. Holiday will just be a short term method. Sigh.
Went office today, at 0915, when my manager came into the office, I was called in. Was told to rectify the problem on one of the CAR (Corrective Action Report). I was like diaoz. Then she kept mentioning that I'll go China, my heart was like dead. I was screaming inside, " I DON'T WANT TO GO!! I WANT TO QUIT! STOP WASTING YOUR TIME ON ME! I DON'T WANT TO WORK HERE ANYMORE!!!" I really, really hate going China. Especially if I am to go alone in May. FUCK!
Things are brightening up
Went out for lunch with Thomas and Terence. Thomas came to pick me up at my workplace with his car. Yes, Thomas own a car, he bought it with his own money! Steady pom pi pi. Anyway we went to the market near my house for lunch. Both of them ate, I only drank water. They ate chicken rice infront of me! Those fuckers...knowing I've a cough and can't eat.
Terence just returned from interview and Thomas was going to meet client after lunch, so I was escorted by 2 very well dressed men today. Both in shirts and pants, something unusual from the usual tee and shorts which I always see them in. LoL. Thomas was even wearing tie! Was having fun during lunch till I didn't want to go back to work. I mean I'm at the market leh! So near to my house...yet so far. LoL. Hmmz..today is Kevin's birthday. Happy birthday bro! LoL. As if you got come here to read lah. Kns. Anyway so happy to have lunch with those 2 guys...they made me laugh and temporarily forget the problems at work. Sigh. It's been a long time since I laughed.
Something boh liao
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.